fren o fren: April 2006

Saturday, April 29, 2006

zzz

Brain is thinking of my research, time is not enough for today, eyes are sore, I am so sleepy..tomorrow will be another day...

Thursday, April 27, 2006

print print print... lalala

I am in the Burn building now. I lost my patience of waiting to print out all the photos I need to send back to my family... Is really time consuming, I will suggest myself to do it next time especially when I am free, nothing to do, then i can spend plenty of time there just to wait for the photo printing.. No good no good, in fact I am rushing time now.. so come on, printer, faster...
May be the pixel size that I used to snap the photo is too high quality .. that's why it takes time.. uh huh, I heard some noise from the color printer, oh ya, he is doing his job ya.. love you printer.. I can't wait to send some photo to my family--as the gift of mother's day! haa.

my fav dish recently

coudn't believe, I have the same dish for almost two weeks. Don't I feel bored of my dull cooking... :P Capsicum + Onion + White button mushroom + Potato.. hmm..

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

ANZAC DAY + Raining

Is raining day..so I decided to walk to school instead of biking. Yeah, today is ANZAC day, it is official public holiday in NZ. The school remained quiet today and as usual I will go to school. This is the photo I managed to snap while on my way to school, walked past the back end of Clock Tower.. personally I like the raining scenery..

Here are some info about ANZAC Day.. you may find more in this link. or goggle "ANZAC" :P
http://www.rsa.org.nz/remem/anzac_intro.html I like the red symbol that some kiwis will prefer to clip on their shirts for the purpose of rememberance to ANZAC day.

ANZAC Day (25 April) is observed in New Zealand as a day of commemoration for those who died in the service of their country and to honour returned servicemen and women.

Monday, April 24, 2006

full of hope

I feel good after I managed to send my best wishes to my 3 friends for their coming weddings and birthday. Managed to post 3 cards this morning. One in KL, one in Singapore, and another one works in Penang. I have a weird feeling, I am happy and full of hopes-- wishing that the cards are able to reach their hands on time. I realised that there are many friends I missed sometime.. Though I know we seldom meet up and every one does have their own life... but really..to be honest.. they still in my heart and I never forget them... Really hope they smile when reading few lines that I wrote in the cards.

Friday, April 21, 2006

some time some day some where.. some feeling..

I had a hot shower just now, and I treat it like doing a spa, real enjoyable. Refresh after a long day work, really. I like today's schedule.. Had a practical lesson with my lecturer for the coming tutor job and also managed to had a meeting with two supervisors discussing about the status of my research, so this means that I had something new to test on after having their advice, which is good as I can proceed and not just like stand still at the same problem.

Like the word that one of my supervisor said in a sincered way "well, just do a trial on that and see how it goes...". Last time, I didn't really agree with his opinion as time is important to me, I cannot have too much time to test on a certain same issue, I need to move on so that I can finish on time. So I feel annoyed sometimes. But I guess I understand his word now.. As last two weeks, I gave myself a chance to listen to this advice and did quite a number of testing .. and yeah I agreed that throughout the trials, I learn new things every bit and pieces. and I enjoyed the process (though I know sometimes I feel like I wanna give up). But the overall is good.

Okay, back to my emotional sharing. haha. Yeah, yesterday I called it as the end of my bad day. I wish I am more optimist for my life. I cannot always be down so frequent, I feel tired and for sure people around me worried of me too. I am sorry, when the bad time came, I just coudn't handle it well. I learn something from the bad feeling over the last week. ...

Yesterday, I have a tired and unhealthy mind, so I decided to run from school back to my flat at night, the street was quiet, few peoples walking on the street, few cars, and the light post standing quietly along the street, leaves everywhere on the floor, Clock Tower is there... I become so small in this world, darkness is coming, my mind is trying hard to analysing my problem, I am starving, stomach is empty...I am running and stopping, catch my breath and run again.. Just want to give myself feel "alive" again! When the world is so quiet, I suddenly feel that my problem is just a minor problem, and may be not even a problem! . .. so.. life has to go on..

I have no idea if those of u who read my blog do have the same feeling as mine sometimes.. but yeah this is me, vino..

wish me better. ok . and give myself a warm hug and smileys...

take care everyone.

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Lullaby

mind gone with winds

I am blank, I need to find back myself...

Think everything should be ok soon. I hope so, I want to enjoy my study here, really... Enjoy my current life, friendships that I cherish .. I should be grateful what I have right now.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

ear food

my eyes is sore, I still don't wanna go to bed... Thanks the home internet, surprisingly it is better as usual. I am able to visit the technical website to check on the technical problem I encountered this afternoon. I had some tips to solve my problem, not all, but can see the shade of light..

I am hungry at 12 midnight, decided to have 2 slices of toast and a cup of coffee (not sure I can sleep later?).. Listening to some cheer up songs.. Stef Sun, my fav singer. Replay her old albums, reminds me my university life back in year 2000. 6 years, enough to make me old, huh... She had many songs which are quite hard rock and soft rock and they do cheer me up sometimes. One of the song mentioned like this " sometimes the reality will pull me down, but I would prefer to go on my way.. I have my own way to pursue my dream .. i would prefer to go on my direction..lala... "

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

ok or not ok.

I am okay , I am not okay, I am ok. I am not really ok.. Actually, I think I am ok.. but but sometime, I feel I m not ok... I hope I am ok... I am ok..

Smiley please... :) :) I am ok.. just think too much... and feel lonely. How come i have such a weak mental.?

loneliness

在風雪的大東北，人經歷的是個體的孤伶;在喧嘩的都會，我們體會的卻是心的寂寞，兩者一樣無奈。
（星洲日報／副刊‧文：劍不虛發‧2006/04/10）

Monday, April 17, 2006

counting corner

I m thinking of capture the first image for sometime when I am doing my pedestrian count. I always forgot to bring my digital camera to capture the scene... But yeah finally I managed to capture this scene last wednesday... The first pic showed the building was reflected in the window of a coffee shop. The second pic show the previous grey building turned to sparkling yellow building and named as LemonRoom. haha.. These are the areas I always hanging around to count people :) interesting job , huh?

Sunday, April 16, 2006

blank box

I wish I may have something to share with you all .. but no.. wat a blank brain box.

99

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Pre- Good friday

It's gonna be a holiday mood for the rest of this week. School will be off starts from tomorrow and resumes on next wednesday. Good friday, and Easter are coming.

Cousins in Singapore are heading to KL & Genting tonight, bet they will have lotsa of fun there with her parents. She told me her parents managed to pick mangos from my house and they are looking forward to eat the mango in KL. Yeah, got to know from mum that this year our mango trees grows a lot and the taste is so good and very juicy. but I coudn't have one here.. :( I don't think of buying a mango here because of the price. A mango can cost ard 3-4NZD... hmm.

Flatmate is heading to Nelson for kayaking and tramping trip.. I don't have any plan here, will back to school as usual.. sounds a bit lonely right? anyhow, wish everyone have good time with family and friends!

Easter mood

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

warm stuff

Hey, this is just my own interpretation.. I am a yellow chicken that sometimes facing the challenges of life.. a blue bird came to approach me and do give me a hand. The cheerful flower cheers up everyone... Just wanna say thanks heaps and warm me up, really.

hi there

If a tortoise does not have shell, is this mean that it
is homeless or it is
naked..
A Coffee shop near Octagon wrote this sentence on the blackboard using white chalk. It is my habit to look at the blackboard everytime i walk past the coffee shop. They write something funny every day.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

just want to tell him my feeling

I am not sure whether i did this right or wrong. I am doing test run on my model and I stuck in the middle of nowhere... Got no idea am I in the right track, so decided to write an email to one of my supervisor, silly me , asked him whether "I am in the right track of my thesis?" I hope he don't feel I asked a silly Q. I just want to have someone to give comment on my progress.. really. He replied me after few minutes, and saying that I am in the right track and did give me some other suggestions to carry on my findings. I know, I know, I was a bit worry of my timeline.. I know I know..

Sunday, April 09, 2006

sunday

I stayed alone in the flat, playing my fav songs, doing my writing, analyse the supervisors' comments on my drafts, give thoughts on the writing, do amendment, read books, enjoy watching peoples walking pass my window... I m greedy, multitasking at the same time, I don't want to treat my sunday just an usual working day... I want to have some fun.. working but enjoy the sunday with other activities. I eat yogurt, toast, a cup of coffee, siting in front of my desk, thinking something, surf net, everything!!! ... and also snap some pictures. Here is this..

Saturday, April 08, 2006

blue sky

A pic special dedicates to a friend. . . . . . I have so much feeling today. ..

Friday, April 07, 2006

honest saying

We had a nice chat this evening. though it is not about very happy thing, but it is something that we can share to each other, which i found this really good and i appreciate so much. we are human, we do have feeling, emotional, and we know how to care each other around us.. well, things sometimes are out of our control, and we feel helpless. I don't find a good answer for this doubt, and also ask myself, "why, why, how come this happen???" . I remembered last time, one of my senior told me, "no worry so much, you should learn to accept the fact when it comes." Don't you feel that we are so vulnerable. hmmm. Life is still going on, how i wish everyone are happy of what they have now. .. Have a good weekend, all..

Apologize if this post is too boring n nonsense. ~.~

Thursday, April 06, 2006

nut cone

I am like a kid yesterday night. Got back home around 7pm.. cooked my quick but healthy dinner. Finished my dinner around 8pm. Rest for a while, and went to bath. I just wanna make sure I had my shower before 9pm. hehe. because I was waiting for the blue man ice cream car!!!!Usually it comes around 9 plus every wednesday. So I wanna gave myself a treat this week, I want my nut cone! >>p. Me, look a bit down when the clocked showed ard 9.30pm..i was wondering the ice cream car might not come this week.. sob sob.. I was longer for the nice ice cream from last week, really. and how i wish my dear fren can have that ice cream too, but well she stays so- uphill, don't dare to ask her to come to my flat , just wanna have ice cream with me.. crazy me , huh??? Well and i think she is also busy with her study. But yesterday I really think of buying her an ice cream.. fren, next time ok. ..")

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

oh oh

.. sometimes feel good looking at my data model, sometimes, I puzzle myself abt things that I have done so far.. just like today, my dataset is having some problem when trying to load them into another new software.. I run up and down in school as different softwares located at different lab.. I start to feel annoyed! and the problem still haven't solved! I wish I can figure the cause by tomorrow morning. pls. ..

Fren told me you need a break, may be tomorrow everything seems to be easy then.. ")

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

heh, is all about food!

Monday, April 03, 2006

oy oy oy

Today, I miss my mum very much, I feel like I want to give her a warm and closed hug (just wanna treat myself like a kid .. when i was young i always did that to my mum.. ) yesterday, I missed my dad very much, wanna chat with him over the phone.. It has been a week I got no chance to talk to him, when I called back, he was in bookshop.. Sorry, nothing much to tell, but this is my feeling these two days.

fren o fren makes me think of fish o fillet.. make me feel we are close no matter how far is the distance with my families and friends around the corner of the world..

Name: vino

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