some time some day some where.. some feeling..
I had a hot shower just now, and I treat it like doing a spa, real enjoyable. Refresh after a long day work, really. I like today's schedule.. Had a practical lesson with my lecturer for the coming tutor job and also managed to had a meeting with two supervisors discussing about the status of my research, so this means that I had something new to test on after having their advice, which is good as I can proceed and not just like stand still at the same problem.Like the word that one of my supervisor said in a sincered way "well, just do a trial on that and see how it goes...". Last time, I didn't really agree with his opinion as time is important to me, I cannot have too much time to test on a certain same issue, I need to move on so that I can finish on time. So I feel annoyed sometimes. But I guess I understand his word now.. As last two weeks, I gave myself a chance to listen to this advice and did quite a number of testing .. and yeah I agreed that throughout the trials, I learn new things every bit and pieces. and I enjoyed the process (though I know sometimes I feel like I wanna give up). But the overall is good.
Okay, back to my emotional sharing. haha. Yeah, yesterday I called it as the end of my bad day. I wish I am more optimist for my life. I cannot always be down so frequent, I feel tired and for sure people around me worried of me too. I am sorry, when the bad time came, I just coudn't handle it well. I learn something from the bad feeling over the last week. ...
Yesterday, I have a tired and unhealthy mind, so I decided to run from school back to my flat at night, the street was quiet, few peoples walking on the street, few cars, and the light post standing quietly along the street, leaves everywhere on the floor, Clock Tower is there... I become so small in this world, darkness is coming, my mind is trying hard to analysing my problem, I am starving, stomach is empty...I am running and stopping, catch my breath and run again.. Just want to give myself feel "alive" again! When the world is so quiet, I suddenly feel that my problem is just a minor problem, and may be not even a problem! . .. so.. life has to go on..
I have no idea if those of u who read my blog do have the same feeling as mine sometimes.. but yeah this is me, vino..
wish me better. ok . and give myself a warm hug and smileys...
take care everyone.
posted by vino @ 10:52 PM
4 Comments:
hi vino! How good to see you back to your normal daily activities. It's also good for a wee change so you can see yourself, and I impress the way you try to over your feelings. You're on the right track from now on, I hope. Anytime, anything that happens to you, just sit back and have a thought about it, this will do you good. Treat yourself, at least, a smile a day, hard feelings will soon fly away!
-allsun
Hi allsun,
what I can say to you is cheers fren.
Hi Vivo,
Our brain is the most powerful organ which controls our mind. The way we think will directly affect the outcome and also our attitude towards life. If we can be more optimistic in our life, you will realise that there are nothing that cannot be solved. The good and the bad will pass by time. Just be strong and stay positive when the bad moments did hit you.
Time has changed me to become a person that enjoys everyday in my life. I do have my up and down moments but i have learned how to cherish the good moment rather than thinking about those bad one :) Life is full of excitement, we should enjoy while we still CAN :) Life in NZ is memorable but im really looking forward to start my new life with my families in Malaysia!!!!!!!! I miss home so much ............
Hi SB,
Thank you so much! I shd learn from you about cherish the life. I can see you change to more optimist person if compare with the first time I met you.. That is good sign, don;t you think that? So I am learning to cherish the life too. CHEERS. :)
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